[[after all]]

[deepintrospect]

Perhaps I feel like I don't know everything for the background I'd like to know, or maybe it's just that I know I won't like what comes out. Mostly I think it's the fear of change I have that's keeping me from writing. It's sad, but I'm almost afraid to write because I know it won't turn out the way I want it to. Then again, I know I have to plow through this and find a way to make it come out the way I want it to. So this weekend I'll force myself to do some rewriting/writing of scenes. Because this is getting rediculous.

As an 'aside' I have a Social Studies class that will help with the politics in the Series, and Theater will at least help with my distinguishing of voices. I also have all three Political Parties named:
"Aonghus", "Awair", "Koudou".
This also helped with getting the leader information prepared. I'll finish that up tomorrow. But seeing as I have lots to get done, I might or might not be able to write tomorrow. Sunday is free for writing though, beside it being Easter.

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[deepintrospect.livejournal.com]

Thank you, Laura, I am feeling much better about it. I think perhaps I was overwhelmed. I'm glad I got that out of my system though. Now I can concentrate on writing.